addicted to
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection




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i'm not here to win

i'm here to leave a legacy

run


wordplay

been feeling like throwing up all day. quite terrible, really. i hope this feeling goes away soon. because it's affecting my training. and i don't want it to. okay well the only good thing is that i've lost my big appetite. so i eat less. effortlessly.

i'm so gonna flunk chem formative. had a very bad mental block. hai. anything to do with math and i just subconciously give up. weird phobia of math.

i'm super scared yet excited. hope i can meet the target time set. they're so organized, setting targets and everything. and i promise i'm gonna pia like siao for the run and not gonna care about my hip (: plasters will help me. man i've really gotta learn how to dismantle and reassemble my bike at top speed. i suck at it.

tapering's started so training's a little easier. good thing as well, esp when i'm still sick. getting giddy doing just about everything.

so much to do, so little time. hope it'll be a good experience... rah excited (:

i built a bridge across the stream my consciousness
it always seems to be a flowin'
but I don't know which way my brain is goin'
oh the ryhmin' and the timin'
keeps the melodies inside me
and they're comin'
till i'm running out of air
are you prepared to take a dive into the deep end of my head
are you listening to a single word i've said
-jason mraz//wordplay

i totally love that song. ooh i bought some trashy magazines to entertain me on the plane. trashy magazines. haha. so not me. okay i'll bring notes on child labour as well.

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

it's the passion that drives you